Dreadful Days

Have you ever feels like you are going to the lowest point in your life? That no matter what you do, you can't make it right. You tried something, and it fails. You would like to move on, but you don't know which path to choose. You have something on yourself you would very much like to change, but unable to do anything about it.

Currently listening to an old song from Alanis...

"That I Would Be Good"

that i would be good, even if i did nothing
that i would be good, even if i got the thumbs down
that i would be good, even if i got and stayed sick
that i would be good, even if i gained ten pounds

that i would be fine, even if i went bankrupt
that i would be good, if i lost my hair and my youth
that i would be great, if i lost no longer crying
that i would be grand, if i was not all knowing

that i would be loved, even when i numb myself
that i would be good, even when i am overwelmed
that i would be loved, even when i was fuming
that i would be good, even if i was clingy

that i would be good, even if i losin' you
that i would be good, whether with or without you

- Alanis Morissette