Tough

Oh how could I get through with this loneliness? I feel an empty space in my heart. The feeling is very strong, and I don't know how to cope with that. I can't see any resolution on this. Why can't I think anything but her? Her beautiful face always come to my mind, haunted me.

By the way, I've just watched the episode 158 of Voyager, Coda. In music Coda means a repetition before go into another part of the music sheet. It told about Janeway, the ship's captain, experienced the near-death experience, where she felt she saw that all of the crew stands a ceremony for her death, and B'Elanna expressed how she felt the first time she meet Janeway she's always resist Janeway's decisions. But she realized that she has been wrong. It's very touched.

I like Voyager. Apart from the technology and the description to explain the physical phenomenons that more like a science fiction, the story itself is solid. The story is consistent and believable. And it also contains much precious lessons. I have learned a great deal of life just by watching this great movie.

Tomorrow, I'll have an interview with Astra International. I'm not sure whether I should leave Schlumberger or not. It's a tough decision. My mom left the decision in me, she said I'm the only one who could decide it. I think now I'm in the toughest phase of my life. There must be a change, a big change occurred in my life in the near future. Somehow I feel that.